Saturday, January 05, 2008 ♥
ranted@6:49 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
we are who we are because of who we want ourselves to be. no one chooses who we become unless we give our consent (relunctantly or not). as i travelled in australia, staring at the wonderful and amazing creation of God, i begin to think through 07 and the major issues that i dealt and am still dealing with. i counted my blessings living in singapore and this world of mine, and the lessons-harsh lessons i may add, and slowly i begin to realise that everytime i feel like giving up, or giving in, my God never fails me and is the person who hears me in the late nights and is the person who whisphers me on to never give up and continue to run this race. while, some may look at this and chuckle to themselves that my God is only a figment of my imagination, and others yet, think that this is absolute madness, i can only say, i believe in what i believe, and i know its real. so my dear friends (a few names are appearing in my mind. haha.) i can only say that when you think no one understands you, or no friend can comfort you, or that no one even cares about how you feel, i can only say that i know of a person who never ceases to be here for you. and though, we may fill our lives with activities and outings to serve as distractions to block out what's been bothering you, it will continue to haunt you till you deal with it. been there, done that, and i learn it after a long and harsh period that, the best and only way is deal it.
♥ Love, ME
