Dear diary,
JEAN says

[Verse 1]I never felt nothing in the world like this beforeNow I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my doorWhy did you have to go? You could have let me knowSo now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chanceWith you not around it's a little bit more then i can standAnd all my tears they keep running down my faceWhy did you turn away?[Bridge]So why does your pride make you run and hide?Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep insideThis is not how you wanted to be[Chorus]So baby I will wait for youCause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my lifeBaby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what i have to do I'll wait for you[Verse 2]It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)You got me feeling crazy (crazy)How can you walk away,Everything stays the sameI just can't do it babyWhat will it take to make you come backGirl I told you what it is & it just ain't like thatWhy can't you look at me, your still in love with meDon't leave me crying.[Bridge]Baby why can't we just start over againGet it back to the way it wasIf you give me a chance I can love you rightBut your telling me it wont be enough[Chorus]So baby I will wait for youCause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my lifeBaby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what i have to do I'll wait for you[Bridge]So why does you pride make you run & hideAre you that afriad of me?But I know it's a lie what your keeping insideThats not how you wanted to beBaby I will wait for youBaby I will wait for youIf it's the last thing i do[Chorus]Baby I will wait for youCause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my lifeBaby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

okay, i'm down with 2 presentations. left with the last one-CATS. ugh.

so, here are some of my random moments in life!

jean: hey indah, can walk out to the drain please?
indah: jean is not at home. who is this?
(jean thinks to herself, "eh? i am jean right? nevermind, say again")
jean: can walk out to the drain please? i am jean.
indah: HAHAHAHAHAHA
jean: -.-

jean tells everyone: I WANNA GET MARRIED!
everyone: HUH? WHY SO RANDOM?
jean: cos i watched 27 dresses! and i feel sooo "awww"
everyone: -.-

anyways, Anil is a very funny guy. hawhaw. right jac?



Dear diary,
JEAN says

when you're overdose with projects and presentations, suddenly, a tinge of sleep is heaven to you.

omgosh, i cant wait for this week to enddddddddddddddddd.

anyways, congrats to those who did well in the BIG O!



Dear diary,
JEAN says

okay. i'm feeling sooooooooo much better after a day's play of chicken invaders. killing chickens really works, esp when they make those chicken sounds. HAHAHAHA.

okay, back to chicken invaders.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

i'm in those moments. what moments? ANGSTY.
yeah. so shut up and dont bother me. seriously.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

ah, the days when you think "oh man, why did i come poly" has arrived.
YES, project deadlines are rushing in and tests have arrived.
these are the days, my dear friends, the terrible, horrendous days .

okay, so i have 4 projects to finish up and 2 tests to mug for.
/chants to self "jean you can do it!"

oh, have i mentioned abt my BIMBO PRESIDENT's PEPPER LUNCH THEORY?

bimbo president: i feel like eating pepper lunch
bimbo vice president: uh huh.
bimbo president: but wait, isn't pepper lunch for lunch only?
bimbo vice president: OMG. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. YOU...AHAHAHA.

that is yet another reason why she is THEE bimbo president.

ps. you know, apparently, i get lost in familar places, everytime i go out with that bimbo president. ODD.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

seriously, sometimes i think my brother makes a living from toturing me.







Dear diary,
JEAN says

BFF says:
Love. What is love?
BFF says:
What then is God?

wow. wow. wow.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

suddenly you feel the temptation, and realise that only one thing can help you get rid of this feeling- God.

FAT-R
i want to be FAT-R.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

everytime, i start to think a little more, i get hurt a little more.
each time i start to forget, the memory deepens.
each time i say whatever, let's just forget it, i actually mean otherwise.
each time, i trust you a little more, i feel myself falling even more.
each time i start to forgive, i know its better for both you and me.
each time i lend you a bit of what i have, i feel that i have a little less of myself.

we search, we find, we love and we let go.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

what is love? i was watching this show called "ever after" and the prince asked a simple question-"what is love?" and he went on to say, "did God put two people on earth to find each other? what if they don't? or what if one of them got struck by a lightning and died? does that mean the other one finds yet another one and marry that one? or what if they do find each other, but how do you know if that person is really meant for you? or perhaps, the one is out there somewhere?"

i guess, it sort of got me thinking. we watch all these drama series and shows that speak or rather show about love. but then again? is love truly having the ability to let go? but, if you notice, drama series always say as long as i am by his side it doesnt matter. they talk about having the ability to let the other party go... but in actual fact, the two always end up together. is love all sweet talk and nothing else? do you always have to have that stomach fluttering, heart pacing feeling? how truly do you know that person you intend to live your life with will not change for the worst? how sure can you be that he/she is the one destined for you?

i guess, only time will show me. and when i figure this out, i might enlighten you then.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

we are who we are because of who we want ourselves to be. no one chooses who we become unless we give our consent (relunctantly or not). as i travelled in australia, staring at the wonderful and amazing creation of God, i begin to think through 07 and the major issues that i dealt and am still dealing with. i counted my blessings living in singapore and this world of mine, and the lessons-harsh lessons i may add, and slowly i begin to realise that everytime i feel like giving up, or giving in, my God never fails me and is the person who hears me in the late nights and is the person who whisphers me on to never give up and continue to run this race. while, some may look at this and chuckle to themselves that my God is only a figment of my imagination, and others yet, think that this is absolute madness, i can only say, i believe in what i believe, and i know its real. so my dear friends (a few names are appearing in my mind. haha.) i can only say that when you think no one understands you, or no friend can comfort you, or that no one even cares about how you feel, i can only say that i know of a person who never ceases to be here for you. and though, we may fill our lives with activities and outings to serve as distractions to block out what's been bothering you, it will continue to haunt you till you deal with it. been there, done that, and i learn it after a long and harsh period that, the best and only way is deal it.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

as i look back at 07, all i have to say is,
i thank God for everything He's given me- great family, friends, and just being the loving and almighty God He is.
i thank my family who dealt with my shitzo and stuff. hahaha. i <3 you guys alot.
i thank my friends who have made 07 an eventful one and rly enjoyable one. what wld i do w/o you guys.

yup. the christmas cards will tell it all (: my special ones.

08 here i comeeeeee.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

I FORGOT TO SAY!

I ATE COLD ROCK IN AUSSIE.

SO DID MA PALS. SO SEE, COLD ROCK BEATS B&J ANYTIME, ANYWHERE. ha!



Dear diary,
JEAN says

sat on the plane with (woots! the 7 families) went to an island called tangalooma where suntanning, snorkelling and eating became the way of life. fed dolphins and saw them rly rly rly up close. (we were freaking swimming when we saw a fin!) did the 4WD and parasailing. then i went to a forest and climbed these 2 rly high ladders to go 2 decks! there i was at th peak of the forest! i must say tho it was pretty scary cos the ladder was so steep and the deck could only hold 2-3 ppl. then went to movie world instead of dreamm world cos, when i asked jess what world i shld go, she replied movie world. aha. the kids were pretty insistent. lol. then i went on a shopping spree in brisbane. ha! with the babes and dudes. (: the grp then celebrated mommy's bday! it was the last night with the grp. i left for tasmania w ma family while the other 6 families headed home. lol. the place was freaking cold. haha. and we witnessed a cycling competition there. it was uber cool cos the whole town basically gathered there to cheer on their hommies. then went to cradle mt. i spent christmas eve and christmas up in th mountains. saw all the animals livin on cradle. a tasmania devil and a family of wallabes came right up to us! cool huh. then went to the other towns in tasmania. went to hobart. experience their carnival, taste of tasmania and their salamaca mkt. they had a yatch competition then too! (how perfect is God's timing!) and went for 'wild and rugged' cruise where i witness a pack of seals feeding on a sch of fish up close! (exactly like those in the doctumentary!) and our boat played with a grp of 5-7 dolphins!-they did the whole lot, jumping in the air, etc! i had another shopping spree in tasmania. flew back to brisbane where the holiday ended with tons and truckloads of shopping again. ha. dwayne was used like mad i must say. hahaha.

HAPPY NEW YEARS KIDDOS.

see ya later mates.

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