Dear diary,
JEAN says

went back to srjc ytday.
omgosh.
i miss all of them.
hahaha.




Dear diary,
JEAN says

today was simply depressing.
i lost my 50-dollar note.
i felt so bad and irresponsible to my parents.
but they forgave me, and didnt even scolded me.
haha.
my dad said, "its okay, i might have lost $50. but this teaches you a lesson to be more responsible"
i just so love my parents.
i would never trade them for anyone.
NEVER.
(:

went out with YUYING.
that silly eagle!
haha.
it was pretty fun.
if i didnt lose my money, i would have stayed longer.
sorry girl.
next week, no worries.

went amk library with BB.
after that her parents brought me to eat at eighteen chef.
met vanessa.
wow. her stomach is big now lah.
but its cool.
i can totally forsee her being a great mom.
(:

TWIN! i'm really sorry i cant go shopping with you tml.
i just feel bad. ):
haha.
i promise next week we shall!
and take lotsa pretty photos!
anyways, i miss you!

ps. je t'amie?



Dear diary,
JEAN says

managed to run only a round around the track
thanks to the rain.
got stuck in the stadium but had a good talk with CW!

i finally managed to bring my grandma out for a walk. ha.
omgosh. she so adorable.
<3 her

spent away my evening in a sauna and pool with BB!
but was pretty tired by then, so headed home earlier.

cant wait to lunch with meixuan and my fav touch ruggers, cam whore with darren and eat with jiaxing!

"A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults."
—Charles Kingsley (1819-1875), clergyman, writer



Dear diary,
JEAN says



this video is so funny!
well, on the bright side,
it shows that the japanese people are awesome multi-taskers-
AEROBICS & LEARNING ENGLISH.
WOW. talk about innovative.


(in this video, the guys cant laugh at the guy learning english, or they'll simply get whacked)

i love the guy's "ten-ten"
but the sad part is the cute guy gets constantly whacked ):
ha.

kids, today are so wild!
Example 1:
my friends and i were walking to a bus stop today
but paused for a while
and this lil fat boy walked past us with a pokemon card in this his hand,
humming a tune.
we smiled at him, thinking "so adorable"
but guess what, that lil boy,
sticked out his tongue at us!
and we were left baffled and amused.
Example 2:
my friend and i were in a lift
and this lil boy was doing some dance or aerobics?
with the metal bar in the life.
he obviously knew we were grinning at his antics.
and when he left the lift,
he did some superhero pose for us to see
just before the lift door closed.
now aint that cute?

went running today,
managed to suntan abit.
and got to swim!
haha. wanted to meet jiaxing, since i was near his sch.
but his battery low.
so didnt get the chance in the end.
oh wells.
and DARREN AKA BESTIE.
i'm so sorry that i didnt call you!
but i know you will forgive me.
right right right?
i'll cam whore with you on wed OKAY?




ps. you simply rock my world. [;



Dear diary,
JEAN says

"Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing."
—Elie Wiesel (b. 1928), writer, humanitarian

Friendship,
ah. the word that bring much joy and pain into memory.
As i read this quote, and reflect on life.
i realised that though the many experiences i have gone through.
i embrace it, smile and thank God for the lessons taught and the lessons learnt.
Once of which,
"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none."
—William Shakespeare (1564-1616), dramatist, poet
And i realise that trust is not a key to be given easily but yet a treasure to be won.
Needless to say, the greatest lesson i've learnt so far in life is to
"break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollably"
—annon.

went to lunch with shawn and lance.
i didnt get to eat my ferro roche ice cream ):
cos it was sold out and only sold on tml.
now how sad is that.
oh wells, i got to eat dessert at coffee club after that.

ps. would you sing this song for me?



Dear diary,
JEAN says

4 papers down, none to go.

ah.
i relish the sweet taste of freedom.
so many things to do... so much time to do!
ha. 2 months of holidays.
now tell me isnt that a dream come true.


ever had a brain freeze?
oddly, after i stayed a night mugging macroecons.
i sat in the taxi for one last reading, my head started to freeze and numb itself.
throbbing, and unable to concentrate to fanthom what this is.
my parnoid mind started to wander...(from watching criminal minds & that incident)
and all i wanted to do was to turn back home and rest from all this grogginess.
it was like even walking felt tiring. ha.
but i prayed to God before the paper and whispered the same words that Joni whisphers to Him every morning "Lord, i need you desperately, to go through today"
and He answered!
i didnt feel anything during the paper.
but after was another story. ha.
must be from the adrenaline waves that i've been surviving on.


My Beautiful Grandma.
You know how much i love you.
You know how much all of us love you.
You are the centerpiece of this family.
What happened in April took us by shock,
but it taught us to treasure you.
To love you like never before.
Although time may fleet and age grows,
you are the most beautiful and adorable Grandma i've ever met.
If time could repeat, and grandma chose,
I would still would have chosen you.
Though at times you nag, and stubornly, want everything to be in order and your way.
We love you.
I love you.
So... my grandma,
eat your medicine.
dont be so GungHo.
You are my special, beautiful, playful Grandma that i love deep down.
<3

ps. i dont like you. get the picture?



Dear diary,
JEAN says

Thank God.
Prayer does work.
and finally, my randomly emo moments are fading. ha.
thanks to yet again a few pairs of listening ear and words of wisdom.

finally, i'm at my last paper.
cant wait to start running every morning with BB and CW.
cant wait to taste the heavenly ferro roche ice cream that shawn's gna bring me to eat!
cant wait to shop with twin!
cant wait for 40th Anniversary.
etc etc.

11 more hours!

And... I don't know how to be fine when i'm not
cos i don't know how to make the feelin' stop



Dear diary,
JEAN says

i am offically brain dead.
bmgt killed my brain cells and stole every bit of my night sleep.

2 papers down, 2 more to go.


you didnt go the extra mile when i needed you to.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

now tell me why i'm feeling this way?
make it stop, someone.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

Do you know what it feels like loving someone?





Dear diary,
JEAN says

someone, please help.
i've hinted so much and you dont get it?
stay away.
away with your mushy stuff



Dear diary,
JEAN says

let's waste time, chasing cars.
would you?

i wish oh i wish,
the stars wouldnt seem so dim in the night.
the darkness of the night wouldnt seem so scary.
and those whispers would just stop.


i guess i know who's the last one laughing now.



Dear diary,
JEAN says

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

i'm a big girl now. well.. i hope.
haha.
exams are soooo killing these little brain cells of mine.
cant wait for sept holidays.
i sooo wanna catch up with jingyuan and the rest.
(:

and... i'm gg Tasmania with the 6familes.
i wanna do the world's highest commercial abseil
and cycle down the Mt Amos.
and hopefully, get to skydive again.
tho highly unlikely, since Tas doesnt offer skydiving facilities.
ah damn.

ps. you're way too beautiful boy, that's why it'd never work

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