Friday, July 14, 2006 ♥
ranted@5:26 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
i miss my AH MA!
she just went for some church camp. :)
i'm real happy that she accepted Christ.
AMEN.
GRINS.
today i was walking back home.
and... i felt so sad.
there's so much misery in this world.
people suffering here and there.
everyone and anyone may seem like okay.
but actually...
deep inside there might be a different story.
i found my source of happiness and that is Jesus Christ.
My SAVIOUR.
My Friend.
My GOD.
No one can replace the happiness and fulfilment that He placed in the vaccum in my heart.
i Love Him so much.
i dun deserve all these.
i'm a good for nothing, selfish brat.
but by His grace.
i was once lost but now am found.
was blind but now i can see.
Thank you...
Thank you...
after o levels i have so much ambitions.
LOL.
i wanna officially start learning to play piano for my church.
i hope i can make it tho!
HAHA.
i wanna go and visit old age homes.
i wanna help out in SPCA.
i wanna start planning for CC youth camp.
i wanna start working hard for CC welfare and youth.
i wanna help out in Grandpapa's ministry.
i wanna learn how to do photoshop! so i can help out publications.
i wanna learn how to make jewellery and scrapbooks.
i wanna attend hip-hop dance class with barbara and denise.
LOL.
that's alot of things to wanna learn.
haha.
but.. its cool.
hope i can do it!
Saviourby hillsongsA Saviour on a hill,
dying for my shame
Could this be true?
Defies the world I see
Yet this is all my heart
was longing for
to know You my Lord
to know You, Lord
You deserve, You deserve
You deserve all the praise
You deserve, You deserve
You deserve all the praise
The heavens wept for You
The earth cried out,
"could He be the One?
For You So loved The World
You gave Your only son
to say I love You so
Oh how I love You so
Hallelujah to the King
Hallelujah we will sing
Forever (repeat 3x)
And all humanity
aches to find this
beautiful love You give
We come to You again
to offer up our lives
to worship You alone
to worship You alone
i asked JESUS "How much do you LOVE me?" "This Much" He answered and He stretched out his arms... and DIED
♥ Love, ME
Saturday, July 08, 2006 ♥
ranted@10:38 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
its been ancient times since i've touched d com let alone blog.
man..
jus saw zaki's blog.
old memories started flashing.
OLD memories.
its been wad.. 2 years alr.
life's unpredictable.
everything changes.
it can never be the same again.
sigh
okay..
onto something happy.
life's been real good.
tho i've gotta cross a BIG hurdle : O LEVELS!
i want it to pass soon and yet.. i dun want.
sigh.
God's really doing something great in my life!
esp cheryl wong. :)
fire conference was a BLAST.
reinhard bonnke is so cute as in a funny grandpa way.
HAHA.
jus to say.
i wont be touching the com for a very very very long time.
i did it today cos i had to print some essay. yeah.
yup. nothing much to say.
i'll jus leave with this song "HOLD ON" by good charlotte.
it really touched me when i was feeling physically,mentally and spiritually LOW.
i hope it'll help all those out there who are feeling sad or low.
tho it may feel real terrible someone out there cares.
and learn from the lesson and never do it again.
i learnt mine.
well here goes...
This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
♥ Love, ME
