Saturday, July 30, 2005 ♥
ranted@2:30 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
okoks.
it has finally taken a toll on me.
down with flu.
and feel like gonna have fever soon.
this is bad.. hahas
kinda feeling down becos of some stuff.
its hard to express.
jus cant tell anyone.
no one noes.
the only few ppl i trust have left.
i cant tell no one no more.
anyways. i wrote some lyrics but using the tune of "leavin' on a jet plane"
i'm standin here outside ur door
i wanna tell u but i cant no more
you're caught up with her
and you dun care anymore.
i'm sad and so rejected now.
you lied to me again and again
stop making empty promises i pray
i miss ur frenship boy.
stop ditching me, its so unfair.
ohh... please.. think about it now.
cos i'm leavin, forget about it.
cant stand it stay way.
oh... i hate to say goodbye.
okoks. so far up till that. it has a meanin yeahs
♥ Love, ME
Wednesday, July 27, 2005 ♥
ranted@3:52 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
elements: eugene tan. enhui. cheryl wong. kia yong. jean (organic century eggs)
wai leong. charles. riyanti. ziming. faeez (biodegradeable plastic)
eugenia. ziwei. pearlyn. suxin. jennifer (unsaturated oil
lols.
finally.
its over!
no more sleepless nights.
no more extra stress.
wow.
after a haul of 3-4 months.
its over!!!
kinda sad though.
yeahs.
was damn fun.
man.
super tiring.
since skool started after the june holidays.
so much stuff happening.
esp since the project.
i had to commit alot.
yeahs.
but. it was funny. yupp. hahas.
stress and stuff. but i learn to cope with it and give in.
yupp.
anyways. yesterday and today.
13 of us, 3e2 ppl got to skip classes.
hahas.
so cool.
we were singing 'we believe' and stuff lah.
very fun.
and united.
last nite we went to j8 to eat yeah.
hahas.
ate at pasta mania.
cheryl treated eugene tan. kiayong. waileong. charles and me to dome coffee.
kinda bitter but nice.
yeahs.
i went out to walk
riyanti joined me later.
and... guess wad.
when we came back. the rest left.
the guys went to the info centre to like call me over the entire PA system! hahas.
afterwards. we decided to go and take neoprints.
we managed to persuade the guys to take.
for the sake of elements!
hahas.
it was fun. cos the guys went behind the sofa. and like the screen came down and whacked their heads!
oops!:x
LOL.
today was fun too. hahas.
took pics.
ate alot.
anyways.
i'll leave u with the lyrics of "we believe" and the background song... of charles,kiyong(these two are the loudest),eugene tan,waileong,enhui,ziming,riyanti,cheryl wong,faeez and me [
US].. singing....
GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS"We Believe"
There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night
Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need
In every way
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
♥ Love, ME
Thursday, July 14, 2005 ♥
ranted@11:22 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
today.
i woke up and found that my leg actually felt better.
and the swell had gone down.
so..
after much thinking.
i decided to go to skool.
but..
after i bathe.
it really really started to hurt and was super hard to walk
so.. i decided to stick to my original plan.
and so.. i went to the doctor..
the doctor said i had an infection.
and that i had to avoid seafood. CHOCOLATE. chicken. eggs. peanut butter.
man. its practically nothing at all! lols.
anyways. after the doctor.
i still went to skool.
plus i wore sandals.
my wound looks so disgusting!
LOL.
anyways.
it worsen after goin to skool.
i tink cos i kept movin arnd.
so..
mayb i wun go to skool tml.
see first.
sighs.
eugene. waileong. ziming. cheryl wong. riyanti came to my house. had fun. great frens. :)
jeann`
♥ Love, ME
Wednesday, July 13, 2005 ♥
ranted@2:35 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
ouch.
today was ultimate toture!
not only did i woke up with a paralysed foot.
i had a small operation on my finger.
and now. my foot's condition has worsen.
crap.
today.
i cldnt walk properly.
i seriously didnt noe how i made it thru skool man.
anyways. today was the scary.
i was about to go to my dental when i found out tt there was a metal splinter in my finger!
it was hurtin like shit.
cheryl and i panicked seriously.
i was super scared.
the first time and the only time (except this) was when i was in k2!
thank God for cheryl. riyanti. eugene tan. wai leong. charles. eugenia. kiayong. ziwei. ziming.
if not..
i dunno wad will happen.
it was damn painful that experience.
riyanti, waileong and cheryl tried to push it out and then pull. but. it hurt like mad.
so charles came and poured hot water to try to expand the hole of the wound.
cannot.
den eugenia and cheryl ran outside to buy some nailclipper and pincers.
man.
super pain.
i cried. out of fear and out of pain.
after an hr or plus.
we got it out.well actually riyanti
but. hell. it broke into two inside.
after tt. kiayong. cheryl. ziwei and riyanti tried to pull the 2nd part out.
but. it was way in.
and they had to cut the skin out.
shit.
so.. the rest distracted me. while. they did that horrible and painful process.
and.. finally.. they did!!! yays.
man.
boy was it terrible.
jus glad tt its out.
thanks to the whole bunch of caring frens!
thanks ppl for distracting me from the pain. helping me overcome that thing. and. removing that damn thing!
hugs* greatest frens of the world. :)
bloody hell. my foot is swollen and still bleeding.
its so hard to walk.
i scared infection man.
tramua day```
jeann-
♥ Love, ME
Friday, July 08, 2005 ♥
ranted@4:06 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
man. this week damn hetic.
projects.. one after another..
super stress over bio.
cheryl was damn stressed over it.
i understand.
eugene, kiayong and i felt we didnt do much.
almost everything is you do wan.
sorry.
jus try not to stress urself out k.
not good for ur health.
esp when u slp late and stuff.
eugene was jus tryin to lighten things up.
yeahs.
cry if u want.
dun laugh.
cry it out.
believe me. it will help.
anyways. i wanna let u noe.
tt i'll always be there for u.
hahas.
so anything jus give me a ring.
dun quit the group k.
relax.
chill abit.
anyways.
i was stressed up too.
too much things to tink bout.
too much things to do.
yupp.
today.
i rushed to dental.
den rushed back for chinese tuition.
after chinese tuition rush to teos.
went back home.
found out smthing.
cant believe it!
LOL.
yeahs.
hope everything is gonna b ok.
pps: xinying (correct spelling?) and alicia is so cute. thanks for the lovely drawing. sorry cldnt play with u guys e other time.
jeann`
♥ Love, ME
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 ♥
ranted@2:33 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
hmms.
today.
we didnt have english so...
a bunch of us went to hougang pt(mac's)
eugene tan. wai leong. jonathan. charles. zi ming. kenneth. kiayong.
yuying. cheryl lee and cheryl wong. jing yuan. kelly. jasmine. riyanti. and me.
the guys were sayin some stupid cheer.
i wun further elaborate.
cos...
forget it.
thanks to that kiayong.
he and his crappy ideas!!
LOLS.
so embarassing.
went there.
on the way. crap with the guys.
LOL.
they sang some songs like
"blah.... sitting on a tree?"
yeahs.
kiayong was on high today.
crapped alot.
and it means HELL alot.
um.. eugene, waileong and charles were crappin too.
until i took eugene's card.
LOL.
anyways. had our lunch.
came back.
and did our bio project.
smthing happened.
sighs.
tml have to settle it.
anyways. was in skool till 6.30pm
talked to charles and wai leong bout smthing serious.
yeahs.
den went to tuition.
learnt oral.
went home.
jeann`
♥ Love, ME
