Thursday, December 30, 2004 ♥
ranted@10:16 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
hello!
i woke up as my mom screamed her head off
i stared at the lovely white ceilin'
pushed off my blanket
headed towards the toilet to pee n to brush my teeth.
aha! today is the day i wld cut my hair. lols.
and that was the start of my day.
so...
i looked up the net for the leftbehind series.
bathe.
headed to novena as tll (the learning lab)in united sq.
had tuition.
finished tuition.
went to orchard mrt.
walk to pan pacific to cut my hair.
finished cuttin' my hair.
headed home.
reached home.
watched sleepover (steve phillp is so cute)
ate dinner.
walked my wife n kids, that's so raven, like my own, afv moments,achar 2
now on com.
wil read bible n some books.
wil go to tuition tommorrow.
go fer watch night at church.
will not enjoy as some one wil most probably come.
wadeverrs
jeann-
♥ Love, ME
Tuesday, December 28, 2004 ♥
ranted@8:15 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
yesterday. it was the freakin' worst day of my entire life. omg. like everyone knew. it was a game of u knew n i knew. *bleachh. y cant any freakin ppl understand that i DO NOT like darius. mayb i did in the past but. so freaking wad. like hello? it was PMS. okoks. w a d e v e r r s. but wad was really damn upsettin was that my supposedly arsehole 'brudder'( not literally) told that guy that i liked him when i trusted him to keep it hush hush.
what's worst is that he lied to me n said that he hinted when he actually told that guy that i did. how pissin n embarassin that can be!! !@#$%^&*( arsehole. i really feel like kickin his balls i tell u.
well there was at least one real frens who stood there. shawn. while the rest jus kept teasin n teasin. shit. and guess wad. that 'brudder' called darius to come. how wonderfully 'excitin'. NOT. i hate him i hate him i hate him
he told darius tt i like him!? wad the ****ing hell. bastard bastard!!!!!
so i did go to cine to meet up cos of my sibs. but i totally didnt look at darius. and at that spot he lied to me. shit him. i'm pissin. anyways, they teased me all the way to the freaking mrt. so there i was controllin my tears. n i called shawn since he had to leave first b4 we met the rest. and shawn talked to me. n of course i cldnt control my tears and so i cried right at somerset mrt. my sista called me to control but wadeverrs. i'm mad. real man. shit him.
shit him. never ever gonna trust that sucker.
jeann-
p.s i'm in charge of the outreach minstry in my church. cool. ((: at least this is somethin to cheer me up. and moreover, i'm workin with shawn.
♥ Love, ME
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 ♥
ranted@8:41 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
okoks. on fri, the youth com came. but only hongern n shawn stayed over in the end. since they ended around 7 in the morin.
wow.
anyways, i went out fer tuition while shawn, my sis, my bro n hong ern went to orchard to shop for christmas pressies. i wonder wad they got fer me. heehees. hrmms. anyways. after tt i went to meet them at orchard station at 6. i had a hard time gettin out of my tuition early. lols. thanks to my tutor. anyways i dun have tuition fer 2 wks!! yays. hahahs. AMEN. lols.
anyways, we went to fetch wei sheng as he came back from new zeland. hope we gave him a surprise. anyways my buddies - shawn, hong ern, jia ern, charis, my sis (pearl) , my bro (lance) and gene went to surprise him!!!! hahas. after e wonderful surprise, we went to mac's to eat our dinner. we chatted n all. n we all decided to head to katong shoppin mall to bowl.
$3/ per game n $1 fer shoes.
the place was kinda run down. whahs. man. i kept scorin zeros but gene helped me. n guess wad he got a strike. OMG! hahas. *muacks thanks gene!!! hrmms. hong ern if i'm rite, bowled but it went to the drain n a pin was stuck there. but guess wad. the ball hit the pin n it bounce backwards n the ball start rollin back!!!!! WOW! lols.
anyways, at the last ball, i was fed up since i kept scorin zeros with only one successful eight. so i threw the ball at the second half ( u noe at every throw u can have 2 trys. yeahs so) w/o waitin for the machine to do their liftin the pins stuff. and wow. it was like a movie. the ball was rollin straight at the metal bar. 2 metres. 1 metre. 50 cm. 40 cm. 30 cm. 20 cm. and at the split second the bar lifted n the ball rolled into the pins. with its head nearly kanna scratch by the bar. and it hit some pins! how many i dunno. i was closin my eyes. waitin for the loud bang. ready for the worst. whahas. i was damn happy. n my buddies startin laughin. WHEW!!!!
anyways, tt nite, hong ern n jia ern stayed at my house. we did devotions. n prayed. esp me. i prayed alot n super long. lols. we did devotions on revelations. lols. lots of discussion bout last daes. pretty scary. all u guys shld go read man. man. u'll pray like crazy after tt for all. and hong ern couldnt take it anymore n he went to sleep. lols. while jia ern, my sis, my bro n i decided to watch somethin innocent - esp after readin the bible. and we decided on 'mulan' . we slept arnd 3 am.
the next morn, we woke up at 8.15am. whew! tired. we bathe n went to church to pray b4 service. but we were a lil late fer paryer. lols. anyways. the speaker was our camp speaker for 2005 church camp. he was pretty good. talkin bout the 4 names of Jesus - Jesus(he save men of all sins), Emmanuel, Christ (the only way to his Father is true him), Nazarene.
after service, we went to town to eat our lunch.food court at cineleisure. i ate carrot cake. yum yum. after tt. we jus walked arnd. played arcade most of the time and finally headed to tangs as our church was performin. lols. amanda n aunt eva sang. attract a pretty big bunch of ppl. yup yup. uncle benny n his band were cool man. yup. it was damn nice. i invite 3 frens. terry, jia ming n jia yu. yupyup. after tt we headed to far east to eat n fellowship. fun. but gene n gareth. sighs. so damn playful. keep pushin me!. anyways after tt we finally headed to heereen after a long walk arnd far east to take a drink n finally! we headed home.
ahhhh. home sweet home. i watched a movie though. cos i didnt feel like slpin. yup yup. okok. that was the process of the weekend.
on mon, i lazed arnd. woke up at 2pm since i slept at 3am. heehees. i noe. 'pig' w a d e v e rr s. played com. watched tv. slept again. whahahas. played com. watched tv. n waited fer my parents to come home.
they came back arnd 12am+. wow! talked to them n finally fell asleep n prepared my heart for tomorrow's tuition!
todae. i went for tuition. my parents sent me to the tutor's hse with my bro. borin dae. tuition n stuff. yup yup. bout all. so tired of typing. wanna stop. so... buh-bye. type another dae. cheerios!
ahhh
my pillow's calling!!!
jeann
♥ Love, ME
Wednesday, December 15, 2004 ♥
ranted@8:45 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
heyy heyy. oopsy. looks like i really didnt update my blog much. um, well lotsa stuff have happen. esp youth camp!!
omg. the spirit of the Lord was really there. before tt i was really feelin spiritually down. but after the youth camp, i felt spiritually high. lols. its really cool. the theme of the youth camp is TURNING POINT. yupps. hahas. i bet most of the youths were touched. lols. the camp occured durin 6-9 dec.
well, wad i am most happy bout is tt eugene decided to b with the Lord. yays!! hahas. yupp. and most of us seems to b readin our bible n praying. hahas. lols. yupp. bout all
tiring. had tuition n stuff. lols. yupp. bored. okok. nothing else. buh-bye!!
jeann~
♥ Love, ME
