Friday, October 27, 2006 ♥
ranted@10:23 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
emotions are such a strong thing.
happiness.
grief.
joy.
peace.
hunger.
thirst.
love.
jealousy.
insanity.
depression.
excitment.
etc etc.
what drives us to be who we are?
is it emotions?
is it passion?
is it love?
is it memories?
is it visions?
is it goals?
is it our morals?
is it our friends?
is it our FAMILY?
is it our Heavenly Father?
who?
what?
when we finally deposit ourselves unto our deathbed...
what do we have ultimately?
money?
houses?
debts?
friends?
love?
family?
do we have the eternity in perspective or only the near future?
what use is it that a man gains the whole world but forfeits his soul?
i really wonder.
okay.
o levels are just around the corner.
-screams.
i'm elated and yet... not.
i want it to come and yet... not.
LOL.
wow whee.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO IS TAKING THEIR 'LOVELY' ONCE IN A LIFETIME EVER BIG O!!
Father, make us kind and wise
So we may recognize
The blessings that are ours to take
And the friendships that are ours to make.
-Helen Steiner Rice
Proverbs 18:24
There are friends who pretend to be friends,
but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.
Today, restore any broken relationship. Maintain & support your friendships. A friend is a gift from God.
God forgives you until the end,
He is your faithful, loyal friend.
Somebody cares and loves you still,
And God is the Someone Who always will.
-Helen Steiner Rice
Psalms 103:2-5
Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits,
who forgives all your iniquity... who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,
who satisfies you with good as long as you live.
Today, grasp the significance of having a faithful,loyal friend.
Now be one.
ps. thank you. thank you so much.
♥ Love, ME
Friday, October 06, 2006 ♥
ranted@9:31 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
today was a blast.
haha.
went to pizza hut with the gang and laughed alot
it was so funny.
PINK RANGER and all the shit that we somehow always manage to crap about that brings tears, laughter & stomach aches.
man.
world trade center movie is coming out on the 6th of Oct.
people please go and watch it.
its so touching.
i think i will bawl throughout the whole movie.
man...
i feel so sad.
the canteen people may have to leave our school
cos the rental price rose.
its really very disheartening
all these ppl work their guts off.
sigh.
i shall eat in school's canteen everyday then.
hey. sab
thanks for concern.
really appreciate it. (:
life is really funny.
in a way.
i think God likes to play with us man.
when i pray about a certain stuff.
it always happens the total opposite way. LOL.
argh...
the big O's are coming.
this is seriously my last time on the net till after O's
cos.. i have finally finished typing my SS notes.
bye.
ALL THE BEST PEOPLE
<3
♥ Love, ME
Sunday, October 01, 2006 ♥
ranted@12:47 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
| You scored as Philosophy. You should be a Philosophy major! Like the Philosopher, you are contemplative and you enjoy thinking about the purpose for humanity's existence.
Theater | | 100% | Philosophy | | 100% | Anthropology | | 100% | Art | | 100% | Psychology | | 100% | Sociology | | 83% | Dance | | 83% | English | | 83% | Engineering | | 83% | Mathematics | | 83% | Journalism | | 67% | Biology | | 67% | Linguistics | | 67% | Chemistry | | 33% |
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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 | You scored as Artist. you are an artist, creative and inspired. you connect with everything around you and see the world in your own, beautiful way
Artist | | 100% | good person | | 80% | fun person! | | 80% | Romantic | | 80% | sceptic | | 40% | Whore | | 30% | idiot | | 0% |
Your Character Type
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she look towards that horizon beyond her.
she could do nothing but cry.
why did the horizon beyond her seem so beautiful whilst she was stuck in this treacherous spot.
if only someone had saved her then
if only someone had manhandle that person.
she wouldnt be tormented by those thoughts.
she cant look at the mirror anymore.
why...
sigh.
i'm in depressed mood now.
LOL.
i dunno.
thoughts keep running through my mind.
tormenting me.
i dunno.
ah damnit.
i jus shldnt.
ah.
i dunno.
why
why
why.
i'm afraid to take the bus.
i dunno.
this year's the worst year of my life.
everything seemingly horrible seems to happen to me this year.
everything's being torn down bit by bit.
thanks for those who now what happened and tried to offer some comfort.
i think its the kinda thing that you cant really understand till you experience it first hand.
and shit.
i hate it
what are you suppose to feel.
what are you suppose to say
are you suppose to just say: oh it happens all the time?
or...
cry?
i was so scared.
i cried like crazy.
my whole body trembled with fear.
no one except a chinese man came to my rescue.
Singapore a friendly country?
a helpful country?
PFFT. what bull.
everytime my mind start working.
i get tormented again.
i dunno.
i'm getting paranoid now.
so paranoid.
i used to able to tell a fren.
but sad to say...
when i turn around
searching for someone to lend a shoulder, to whispher the right words then makes me feel safe again.
and not tell me it happens all the time
or look at me with those pitiful eyes
or tell me to just forget it
i realise...
i cant find anyone.
God. please help me..
i'm seriously afraid.
i'm getting paranoid
i dunno what to do
what to say.
i'm just so scared.....
so afraid.....
please....
help me...
♥ Love, ME
