Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ♥
ranted@1:25 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
i suddenly feel like writing an emo post while i'm having the cip tutorial. dont ask me why, no, nothing to do with life, just one of my random thoughts i think of when i'm extremely bored.
you question yourself if you're rly who you think you are. you think once, and then twice and thrice. and then you realise you're just confused and puzzled even more than ever. you catch a glimpse of your old self. and yet realise that you're changing and turning into someone else bit by bit. and then you shut your eyes real hard and pinch yourself, in hopes that it isnt what you think it is. you try to tell someone how you feel, but you realise the more you try and struggle to tell, the more you cant. like a force pulling you away from everything and everyone. you question yourself why, you get frustrated with yourself even more and then you slowly become emotionless, regardless of whatever comes your way. people ask you why, you dont know how to answer, cos you're lost yourself and scared. slowly, you evaporate in this world and become more more visible in that world, this fantasy world of your own. that's the sad life, we never realise till its too late.
♥ Love, ME
