okay, i seriously need to rant. kjfdxfcvbnmnbvgfxfcvbnmmkhjgfdxfcvbnma,dskjshgdcfedeadnmskc n nc.you frigging piece of shit. every part of my body abhores you. i cant believe what i'm hearing. you know what, ihateyouihateyouihateyou. gosh, what was going through my mind then? if you can do that, so can i. why did i waste all those tears, energy and heartache when they could have been spent at something better. you know what, its over. i'm not gonna think, talk, or listen to you anymore.
Lord, I'm so sorry.I can't this anymore. You heard my tears and cries. You felt my heart shatter. You saw those tears run dry. You know what Lord, i feel like i've failed you. I feel like those kings in the Bible that did evil in your eyes. I feel like i'm nothing, meaningless. And my very existence and purpose on earth is to be laughed at. I can't take this anymore. I just feel like just ending it here and then. It's my fault.I'm such a failure.
