Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥
ranted@10:55 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
okay, i tried... (how you say)... uploading(?) a tagboard to my blog, but apparently, since i'm dim-witted when it comes to html, or com stuff. i cant. oh wells, i dunno why everyone seems to be talking to me about relationships and 'being attached'. LOL. okay, weird weird. apparently, many people are worried i'll just go berserk or crazy because of all my rantings to them. what can i say, if you're feeling what i am, i not surprise you wont go crazy. HA.
i smiled at your silly messages,
laughed at your corny jokes,
cried at your hurtful manners,
and now i think, you are ruining my life.anyways, shaan, yes, i think poly life is rotting my brain. haha. because, apparently, i haven't been mugging much, i haven't been complaining how my life sucks, i haven't been ranting what a bore my tutors and lecturers are, i haven't been wishing for my exams to be over, i haven't been stuffing myself with food, i haven't been saying 'i cant go out because of stupid homework'. ha. yes, but i've been thinking too much. too much. and i want to just thank you for being there when i need you. for listening to my wining. for hugging me and showing me the love i just need, for telling me to wake up, for sighing at my hopeless situation, for getting hyper and excited when i need you to, for forgetting how ill and tired you feel and just advicing me to realise fairy tales' happy endings are never true. AND for teaching me how to kill time by calling me to cook. ha! (uh. actually i failed both home-economics practical in secondary life. so my partner and accomplice in cooking beware).my BFF. you simply rock. haha. not only did he go down to my level to understand what i had to say, but talked to me thru my emotions. and dont blush at this! aha.to my bimbo president, oh my ghjkjh gosh, you are my 'saviour'. haha. you know what i mean right? teehee. thankyou for that boost. lol. you're my favourite bimbo dear. loveya!to willie, gosh, you're damn smart you know. haha. anyways, thanks for understanding my situation. i know i know, i'll invite you to the wedding luh. aha. crazy boy, we are so young! oh oh oh, plus, i know your birthday already. hahaha.to jiaern, you my dear, haha. are the person i go crazy with ah. i can rant, scream, laugh like a crazy fool at the things i tell you. haha. nownow, its between the 3 of us only. i'm looking forward to every mac's studying session with you girls. but i'll be bring something to read or study man.i love you guys and babes. (;seriously, what's so wonderful about you? you know what, everything. the time will come where it'd be a past i look back to smile upon. cos i think i'm qwertrterdsnv...to darren aka bestie, dont be mad. haha. you're so hot, you're so fine, and when you smile you light my day. so dont get mad at me HORXXX. ha. (;
♥ Love, ME
