Sunday, September 23, 2007 ♥
ranted@10:21 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
is this how it's suppose to feel? to see, to hear, to think, but never believe? to hate and yet to love? to cry and smile at the same stuff? to yell and yet not be heard? i'm sick of everynight. i wish somehow, i could be surronded by my dears who make me go crazy, scream and laugh.
every night, i feel like my world should just end. every night, i think, maybe just maybe i should have just done something stupid to move on in life. every night, i rant, but never get comforted for long. every night, i wished i had a different life(except the family part and church luh). every night, i seem to dream too much. every night, i seem to hurt more. every night, i think i'm going mad-er. every night, i live in my emo moments. every night, i seem to feel that burden increasing in weight. every night, i drag myself to bed and try to sleep. every day, i wish the nights wouldnt come and days would never end. because, every night seems too dark to survive.Lord, I thank You for this life, and no matter what, i'm running to You. because, You are my hiding place. and i know You have greater plans for me. and though, i dont comprehend, i'm gna trust You.
♥ Love, ME
