Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ♥
ranted@7:09 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
4 papers down, none to go.
ah.
i relish the sweet taste of freedom.
so many things to do... so much time to do!
ha. 2 months of holidays.
now tell me isnt that a dream come true.
ever had a brain freeze?
oddly, after i stayed a night mugging macroecons.
i sat in the taxi for one last reading, my head started to freeze and numb itself.
throbbing, and unable to concentrate to fanthom what this is.
my parnoid mind started to wander...(from watching criminal minds &
that incident)
and all i wanted to do was to turn back home and rest from all this grogginess.
it was like even walking felt tiring. ha.
but i prayed to God before the paper and whispered the same words that Joni whisphers to Him every morning "Lord, i need you desperately, to go through today"
and He answered!
i didnt feel anything during the paper.
but after was another story. ha.
must be from the adrenaline waves that i've been surviving on.
My Beautiful Grandma.You know how much i love you.
You know how much all of us love you.
You are the centerpiece of this family.
What happened in April took us by shock,
but it taught us to treasure you.
To love you like never before.
Although time may fleet and age grows,
you are the most beautiful and adorable Grandma i've ever met.
If time could repeat, and grandma chose,
I would still would have chosen you.
Though at times you nag, and stubornly, want everything to be in order and your way.
We love you.
I love you.
So... my grandma,
eat your medicine.
dont be so GungHo.
You are my special, beautiful, playful Grandma that i love deep down.
<3
ps. i dont like you. get the picture?
♥ Love, ME
