Thursday, May 31, 2007 ♥
ranted@1:06 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
you will heal her, wont you?
you will extend her life, wont you?
what's Your will?
please.
heal her.
i'm not ready to let her go yet.
if i had one last week on earth...
Day 1:
i would definitedly skip all my tutorials and lectures.
scream at the world for forcing us to learn senseless stuff that proved to be no avail when you face your death.
spend my time with my parents and family members whom i love so much.
and my friends who stayed by my side, cheering and supporting me.
Day 2:
go sky-diving again.
laugh at the craziness and immorality of the world.
sign up for donation of my organs after my death.
forgive those who have hurt me.
tell my friends how precious Jesus is.
Day 3:
go water rafting.
Sing my lungs out.
watch remember the titans, coach carter, the greatest game of their lives, etc.
Day 4:
Tell every single family member and close friends how significant they played a role in my life.
Have a bowl of pringles and watch stairway to heaven
run and tell him J'amie tu! and then run away laughing my guts out!
Day 5:
run around at the beach with my friends playing...um... catching!?
aha. i am soooo suffering from second childhood.
sing sing sing again.
totally go canoeing.
turn back time to 4years ago. (why? so not gonna tell you.)
laugh at that evil best friend.
okay... not so bad. at least tell her i wont really miss her.
Day 6:
Go swimming!
Go tanning!
Start laughing.
Start going mad.
Go shopping!
do anything silly on earth.
After all that. SLEEP
Day 7:
SLEEP
SLEEP
SLEEP
Talk to my family and friends.
say goodbye.
and close my eyes.
Okay.
i have to blog cos... today is such a weird day.
i think i have finally met him!
omgosh.
like how's surprising can life get.
i was totally stressing out for my french test.
and when i looked up..
guess who i saw.
go figure.
its for me to know, and you to find out.
but... it really brought a nostalgic feeling.
haha.
and den when i was on a train.
i think i met yet another person..
ugh.
how weird is today.
okay...
back to my thoughts.
i think its happening all over again.
Je suis Jean. Je suis etudiante de a Ngee Ann Polytechic.
Je habite Singapour. Je parle Anglais. J'ai 17 ans. Il est Belle.
HAHA.
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
♥ Love, ME
