Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ♥
ranted@12:32 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
20april 2007i wanna thank the Starhub guy and Linksys Lady for helping me with my com.
haha.
stupid NP helpdesk.
only screw my internet connection.
LOL.
it was great service!
thumbs up for them.
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its my actual first day of school.
sadly i travelled all the way just for a lecture of only 2 friggin hours.
LOL.
My sweet grandma is recovering spedily.
Thank God for that.
Its a morning i never want to relive.
even now. i fear, i fear for her.
but i trust in the Lord.
Its time to Look towards the future.
To Live the present.
To Love the past with its hurts and lessons.
Life, though seeming lengthy and extremely abundant, is jus a passing second compared to eternity.
And yet, it
is the span in which you determine your endless years.
You can choose to either Love it, Live it or perhaps Angst in it.
Unexplainable things happen at a flick of a hand.
While Others question, Others blame, Others curse
i will praise the Maker for giving me a Life.
Though the pains engraved in my mind and heart may not disappear or even fade as time passes.
i will learn to rejoice in it.
to cherish it.
and to face it.
perhaps, someday when i'll ready, Life itself will be more fufilling and the hopes and dreams that i place in His hands will be my history.
On certain days i will climb the harsh obstacle ahead of me-which i will conquer
On other days i will stand at the peak and be in awe of the glory
Yet on others i will stand at the valleys and tear at the bloodshed on its grounds, shedding tears and drops of blood of my own.
Unexplainable.
Undescribable.
Unpredictable.
That, my dear friend, is Life in its fullest form.
♥ Love, ME
