Thursday, April 26, 2007 ♥
ranted@12:16 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
i never cease to be amaze how sometimes memories can bring you into a nostalgic mood.
this is a wonder, i guess of the brain.
that jolts you into a time where you missed, loved or despise.
sometimes... i jus wish that memories wouldnt seem so real.
perhaps then the cut wouldnt deepen.
but i guess this is something that mus be dealt with.
to familarise yourself with that emotion then...
you'll no longer fear to feel it. to experience it once again.
okay.
poly life isnt that slack as i expected.
i have like tons of tutorials and reading up to do.
and projects to submit.
but i'm enjoyin the life i have.
haha.
i still find it kinda amusing that i was so determined to go to jc.
in the end, right at the last minute.
i reconsidered and chose the poly route instead of jc.
banking and finance is fun.
the subjects are all kinda to my liking.
yup.
the only disadvantage is that np is so far away from home.
and waking up 3hours earlier to get on time is a real drag.
LOL.
had IS classes.
watched catch me if you can with beeling (BHB)at the np library.
yeah.
oh wells. today IS class was on self-awareness.
honestly, its a topic that really is kinda personal.
but nonetheless, it gets your head cracking and your mind working.
i cant wait till friday! shopping with beeling! whee. haha.
beeling! rmb to bring camera.
let's be camera whores for a day!
-grins.
my class is finally uniting.
-grins!
lunch was a great idea.
we seriously got to do it more often(:
this feeling i'm feeling.
is a curse or blessing.
oh wells.
go figure jean
hope you're doing well.
time flies.
i was dumb.
silly.
the stupid things we did.
the things we dreamt of.
one day?
will it come to pass?
i miss you.
and your friendship.
i wish, i wish all these things ppl tell me arent true.
but i'm being naive and plain dumb.
i can only hope.
but i know that it wont come true.
i just have to move on.
♥ Love, ME
