Friday, August 25, 2006 ♥
ranted@3:20 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
she was filled with anguish as she looked upon the valley beyond her.
it was time...
she knew she had to leave.
she gave one last glance upon the beautiful mansion before her.
a jewel on the outside.
a wretched corpse inside.
beneath its beautiful shell...
lays a deep dark secret.
she smelled it
she felt it.
she knew it.
she turned around.
relieve to put away this part of her life.
she turn towards a house beyond.
its beautiful walls glimmered under the glorious rays of the sun
the love of her life laid asleep in his chambers.
she sighed.
life was going to tough for her.
but she could no longer withstand the toture that have been bestowed upon her life.
she had it all planned.
and no one knew.
she bid her farewells by dropping hints.
they had a promise between them.
perhaps..
in decades to come.
she would return back and seek her love she had chose to forsaken.
faced with a dilemma.
she knew no one could know.
she had to vanish into thin air.
life among these aristocrats was hell.
and her vanish may jus bout ease it all.
she placed her hands unto her lips
and blew a kiss unto her love's house.
and left.
in that beautiful mansion.
he woke up.
"it was just a nightmare" he whisphered.
and fell back to sleep.
while across the land.
a lonely girl walked across... life without love but full of hope.
LOL. damn bored.
been reading wuthering heights.
so... had this inspiration.
practical prelims are FINALLY OVER.
GRINS.
WHEW.
dont you think human nature is funny.
well. i do.
i am amazed at how complicated we are.
things in their simplicity seems so complicated.
so intricate.
so difficult.
is it true that everything is filled with motive?
every action is filled with a underlying motive?
so many tongues are wagging.
so many mouths are speaking.
till my mind is jus so confuse.
i'm pretty much beginning to understand.
i'm so caught up in a catch-22 situation.
i think i might be jus unlocking the mysteries that revolve around human nature
or maybe i'm jus growing up.
does everything have a reason?
does everything must have a reson?
cant someone be kind to be kind?
and not for self glory?
cant someone be nice and truthful?
not for some motive?
cant someone jus plainly be friends?
friends that can last forever?
cant promises be kept?
so many questions unanswered
so many mysteries that need to be solve.
no offence.
i'm NOT referring to anyone.
so please dun get offended.
maybe the world should stop saying bad stuff about ppl.
esp if we dun really know that person.
i'm gulity in that aspect.
i seriously wanna stop all these crimes.
i wanna glorify God's Name.
i wanna stop lettin Him down.
i might not change overnight
but i'm willing to persevere.
yup.
i think the world would be a better place if everyone just stop assuming.
watching tut:resurrected.
national geographical channel
its bout tut
some child pharaoh and how they find out his cause of death.
damn interesting!!! aha.
NEWSONGS: BEFORE THE DAY rocks!!!
ask cheryl wong for the cd!
♥ Love, ME
