Wednesday, August 02, 2006 ♥
ranted@7:35 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
honestly..
how can a person say trust him/her..
while having a gf/bf and then say they like you.
you barely know this person..
and he's/she's already saying the 3 big mushy words
I LOVE YOU.
plus
they lie about their status quo.
honestly.. to trust you?
i cant.
i wont.
and i will never.
no offense here.
but that's that.
FULLSTOP.
lol. i had experienced hell lotsa of emo these past years.
but there's a few lessons that i learnt from them.
NO1. Trust nobody. no one. till they proof that they are trustworthy.
NO. not verbally. ppl who verbally say that they are trustworthy.. are NOT.
ppl who dun but their actions do... ARE.
NO2. There are ppl who become your frens or get close to you for ulterior motives.
The world is mean and evil. wadda expect. LOL.
NO3. Frens come and go. its part and parcel of life.
NO4. Ppl often lie to you. make you believe in them so much.. and "KABOOM" it
crashes like that. why? that's for me to found out... or maybe not.
N05. Never start dating or liking a person who actually has one alr. He/she could
do that to you.
NO6. Frens are many. but True frens are rare.
NO7. Forgiving is not as simple as it seems.
NO8. To rely on your own strength to go through life is impossible. to constantly
cry out to God and totally lean on Him is possible.
NO9. God, family and church frens are the best. LOL.
NO10.I'm fortunate to be ALIVE. i blessed with getting to know God. i'm thankful for
my family and certain frens. i'm thankful its only 3 months. i'm thankful i
learnt all these now.. or else.. it would have been a harder blow.
perhaps.
perhaps.
perhaps.
a future we'll never know.
but if we trust upon God.
and lean on Him.
and focus only on Him.
den i'll say...
life is possible to go on.
if i were to lean on my own strength.
den i'll say...
i'd be in hell right now..
i knew that thing was gonna put an obstacle in my life
to get me distracted
unfocused.
i wont commit the same mistake again.
i need one person in my life.
Jesus.
He's someone who never will fail you
someone you can alway trust.
someone who loved you so much that He already gave you His life.
so... stop saying God doesnt exist if you barely even do your QT.
He died and GAVE alr.
stop asking for smthing more.
and start giving back.
you were saved from eternal hell.
wad more do you want?
ps. sorry. sorry. sorry.
pps. first to be last.
♥ Love, ME
