you have stolen my <3

Monday, May 22, 2006 ♥

ranted@5:22 PM

Dear diary,
JEAN says

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

untitledbysimpleplan

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We'd be alright,
We'd be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for betraying me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won't forget what you did to me,
How you let me experience things,
I wish I'd never felt.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for betraying me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You'll remember me my friend,
You'll be wishing I was there for you.
I'll be the one you'll miss the most,
But you'll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You'll wonder why,
You're all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for betraying me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for betraying me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for ditching me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

thankyoubysimpleplan

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doin what you say

Cuz I'm tryin to get you today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I know
I don't wanna think about you

Don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I'm wiser and hurt
Cuz you've changed for the worst
And you'll always be that way

Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away
Run away
I'll never come back again
Run away
Run away

I Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out)
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT YOU!

idon'twannarhinkaboutyoubysimpleplan

And tonight we burn down every thing
we worked so hard to build
the ashes will rain down on me
memories set aflame, sail away
what we said if we can make this
than we can break this into two memories

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me agian

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

And tonight I will be a vessel
with these sail set aflame
let this ocean of our memories
carry me out to sea I will be
fall beneath the crashing waves into my grave. I will sleep

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

If we can make this
than we can break it
If we can build it
than we can burn it down

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

I feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away
feel you fallin' away from me again

And now you're farther away
now you're farther away
now you're farther away from me again

fallingawaybygoodcharotte

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
But hurts beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I try to make it seem ok
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
Theyve been open for way to long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted the movie screens
And now my mind is an opne book
And now my heart is and open soul for all to see

So help me heal these wounds
Theyve been open for way to long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me sew them up
I need someone to help me close them up

woundedbygoodcharlotte

what's this life for?

get out get out get out
ALL OF U

its growing in me.
stop!
it cant.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

leave me alone.

GET OUT.

i'm sorry...........................................................................
GOD.

♥ Love, ME