Monday, May 08, 2006 ♥
ranted@5:10 PM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
an irony.
the misery of life have been a past.
the days of jus falling down to the ground as sadness overwhelms her soul have passed.
the times were tears clouded the streaks of light making all mashed up like colouful inks splurge onto her eyes have passed
the times were her heart shredded into bits and pieces have passed.
the times when she felt the urge to jus pick the phone and jus scream and cry out till her heart contends have passed.
the times when she jus felt like dying have passed.
she's healed.
not completely.. but..
some day
some time
some where.
she'll rmb without a tug in her heart.
or a tear spilled.
till den..
she's jus leaning on God.
on her Big Daddy.
to carry her in His arms.
and whisper..
'its okay.'
dunno. jus felt like writing that for fun? yeah.
finally its all OVER.
feel so liberated and free.
now.. all i need to do is concentrate on my family!!!, YOUTH and argh,studies.
LOL.
GREAT IS THY LORD>
HE SO SO SO ROCKS.
honestly..
without his intervention..
unneccessary stuff wld have happened.
and.. that's definitely not what i want in life.
without his love.
i would have most probably killed my soul and mind.
without his help.
i would most probably never ever got up.
THANK GOD i have GOD in my life!! haha.
loving my Lord to bits.
ps. i jus wanna SHOUT out JESUS RULES!
pps. cant wait for exams to b over. den can go to the beach with YUANTING and screammmmmmmmmmmmm my lungs OUT> no one's gonna stop me!
hearts will heal.
souls will rest.
and i will rejoice in the Lord till my life ENDS.
♥ Love, ME
