Tuesday, December 28, 2004 ♥
ranted@8:15 AM
Dear diary,
JEAN says
yesterday. it was the freakin' worst day of my entire life. omg. like everyone knew. it was a game of u knew n i knew. *bleachh. y cant any freakin ppl understand that i DO NOT like darius. mayb i did in the past but. so freaking wad. like hello? it was PMS. okoks. w a d e v e r r s. but wad was really damn upsettin was that my supposedly arsehole 'brudder'( not literally) told that guy that i liked him when i trusted him to keep it hush hush.
what's worst is that he lied to me n said that he hinted when he actually told that guy that i did. how pissin n embarassin that can be!! !@#$%^&*( arsehole. i really feel like kickin his balls i tell u.
well there was at least one real frens who stood there. shawn. while the rest jus kept teasin n teasin. shit. and guess wad. that 'brudder' called darius to come. how wonderfully 'excitin'. NOT. i hate him i hate him i hate him
he told darius tt i like him!? wad the ****ing hell. bastard bastard!!!!!
so i did go to cine to meet up cos of my sibs. but i totally didnt look at darius. and at that spot he lied to me. shit him. i'm pissin. anyways, they teased me all the way to the freaking mrt. so there i was controllin my tears. n i called shawn since he had to leave first b4 we met the rest. and shawn talked to me. n of course i cldnt control my tears and so i cried right at somerset mrt. my sista called me to control but wadeverrs. i'm mad. real man. shit him.
shit him. never ever gonna trust that sucker.
jeann-
p.s i'm in charge of the outreach minstry in my church. cool. ((: at least this is somethin to cheer me up. and moreover, i'm workin with shawn.
♥ Love, ME
